i can do it

Its okay ka. Sikit lagi. Just bear with it. Don’t let it control your emotion. I know you can do it. ignore what are they gonna say about you. you don’t live to pleased them as well. They don’t deserve to be part of your life or even your friends. Listen, you’re the one who decide your future. Not them.  maybe there’s no luck for you this time, but sooner or later who knows. Don’t give up ka. Everything happens for a reason. Just keep believe in that and everything will be alright for you. There’s nothing wrong about being sad or lonely. Onething, promise that its only for a moment! GOODLUCK IN FACING YOUR WORLD LIFE.

Her story

She smile and laughed, she’s trying her best to pleased them, she’s giving advice, she surrounded by a lot of people, she’s acting bold and strong, she’s keeping everything in her hearts, deep down she’s a loner, she easily cried, she’s not happy, she gave up, she can’t handle her own problems, she’s tired, she’s no one, and she just don’t know till when. She is weird indeed.

love, this is for u

i trust you and i love you ! im sory for letting you down. let us just be happy okay sayang !

-zulaikha

to keep you calm

dear niknurulshahirahniksaffian, i read yours. and honestly sumpah ka faham apa yang awak rasa.

im sorry for not being with you there and to not listen most of your problem or anything. listen here, we cant always be free without being sad, pathetic, a loner, or whatever. sometimes, we just feels like crying without any valid reason. am i right? there's nothing wrong about feeling that way wa. im going through the same thing in melaka. nangis sorang sorang like all the time, rasa alone, give up, rindu family and awak, and dengan study nya lagi. kan? i dont know what else should i say wa. kadang kadang ka harap awak ada dengan ka. kadang kadang ka rasa ka banyak sangat problem. bila stress and so all. bila rasa loser. bila ramai haters. dengan orang yang cakap buruknya. kan? sumpah sedih. ka bukan nak cerita pasal ka, tapi ka nak wa tau yang wa much better. trust me. takde orang nak ajak wa jadi musuh kan? cakap belakang? buat cerita and so all. ka ada. deep down rasa lemah sangat. 

wa, ka bersyukur sangat sebab dapat awak as bestfriend. kita dah sangat lama together kan. awak sebahagian dari diri ka. percaya tak? dulu, ka akan nangis bila awak tak datang sekolah. serious ka ingat lagi. ka tak suka keluar dengan yang lain without wa. kan? ka happy, ka bertuah, and ka the chosen one sebab dapat awak. i might sound so lesbo but its the truth. i loveee you sangat sangat :) 

just dont let yourself down wa. u hav to be strong there. take it as a challenge. nanti semua ni akan jadi experience awak. apa pun yang awak rasa, ingat yang ka always ada dengan awak. okay!

SARANGHAE!

i dont know

is it okay to keep pretending ?

fact

People come and go. Come to think of it, I had enough. This is so unbearable L I don’t want to lose any of youu. Can’t you guys just stay? I love you guys so much. Yes, it is you, you, you and you. We live together, we laugh, we share and we do every single thing together. we even create a lot of good memories But then, we separate and live our own life. Years later, everything will be forgotten. Right? *sigh L Sometimes, I do hate pictures because it will reminds me of everything and the worst part is, it’s just left as a memory which will bring a tears to me.

And to be stick together is impossible. thats life. this entry is for my beloved people around me. you know who you are. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE