dear niknurulshahirahniksaffian, i read yours. and honestly sumpah ka faham apa yang awak rasa.
im sorry for not being with you there and to not listen most of your problem or anything. listen here, we cant always be free without being sad, pathetic, a loner, or whatever. sometimes, we just feels like crying without any valid reason. am i right? there's nothing wrong about feeling that way wa. im going through the same thing in melaka. nangis sorang sorang like all the time, rasa alone, give up, rindu family and awak, and dengan study nya lagi. kan? i dont know what else should i say wa. kadang kadang ka harap awak ada dengan ka. kadang kadang ka rasa ka banyak sangat problem. bila stress and so all. bila rasa loser. bila ramai haters. dengan orang yang cakap buruknya. kan? sumpah sedih. ka bukan nak cerita pasal ka, tapi ka nak wa tau yang wa much better. trust me. takde orang nak ajak wa jadi musuh kan? cakap belakang? buat cerita and so all. ka ada. deep down rasa lemah sangat.
wa, ka bersyukur sangat sebab dapat awak as bestfriend. kita dah sangat lama together kan. awak sebahagian dari diri ka. percaya tak? dulu, ka akan nangis bila awak tak datang sekolah. serious ka ingat lagi. ka tak suka keluar dengan yang lain without wa. kan? ka happy, ka bertuah, and ka the chosen one sebab dapat awak. i might sound so lesbo but its the truth. i loveee you sangat sangat :)
just dont let yourself down wa. u hav to be strong there. take it as a challenge. nanti semua ni akan jadi experience awak. apa pun yang awak rasa, ingat yang ka always ada dengan awak. okay!
SARANGHAE!

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