fever

i got flu, im dizzy like hell, and im freezing. pfft. 

what else should i do?

 i cant stand any longer.

but wait, not that im that bad lah, 

its just my situation now

baring all the time

bored

surrounded by tissue

hungry

and

I WANT FRESH AIR ! 

how how how !

can someone please kidnap me from this room! 

i want my family !

i wanna go out and play !

i wanna laugh !

i wanna jump !

i wanna eat icecream !

and the most important thing

HAHA!

i want my boyfriend here by my side !

durr !

PITY ME 

sunshine

a boy who truly loves you will never let you go no matter how hard your situation is. so please do not let me go easily because i do love you so much and being loved by someone is the most wonderful things that happen to me

-xoxo

nyawa saya

dear my heart, be happy please. i just cant stand seeing you like that. no matter how hard your problem is, you still got us. i love you so much. no more crying. you are my life and always be. do not give up. you are strong and i know that. i wish i can take all your pain away. onething, you are once said that life will never be so easy as we wish. right? so please, ALLAH loves you and so thats why HE's giving you a big test in your life. ka love you so much and i'll support you no matter what your decision is. still, i love YOU and YOU !

im sorry

i always wanted to make you happy but in the end, it didn't work at all. why? its okay if im the only one that get hurt, but why it must be you? why you? i didn't ask for it, i hate it and i dnt want it to happen. i am so so so sorry sayang. ima bad person. im sorry fr my imperfection. how i wish i can fix it. sorry for hurting you. sorry

this is true indeed

it's sad seeing a person you used to be close with, acting like total strangers. after all, i'm just part of his or her destination. please kindly throw and erase all the memories away or you'll regret it

 

- tan sri najiah

siapa kata?

orang kata kalau nak kurus kena exercise. yang aku ni jalan kaki, peluh lagi, lepas tu turun naik tangga batu cave asal tak kurus kurus ha. come on lah! berusaha gila kot. yang korang pulak, amboi amboi amboi. seronok je cakap aku dah gemuk eh. pfft! please lah, tak suka okay. nak buat macam mana kalau dah bahagia sangat kan. humm. maybe aku boleh lupa kan nak badan macam ala ala model kan. haihh sedih! 

attention people

sila bagi kata perangsang yang membahagia kan boleh? 

komen korang sumpah la buat aku down weh! adoi :(

and 

mungkin jugak aku boleh beli sixe XL pulak kan lepas ni

UNTUNG LAH !

ya allah SWT

 " aku sentiasa mengharapkan hidayah daripada MU . aminnn aminn aminnn "

i will fall for a boy who will

- stand out in the rain with me

- cook with, or for me

- let me sing along to the radio

- keep suprising me

- do whatever i want on the lazy days

- remember the little things

- help me face my fears and comfort me

- start play-fights with me 

- write me post-it love letters

- always say whats on his mind

- let me wear his clothes

- shut me up with kisses

- treat me, sometimes, like a child

treat me, sometimes, as an adult

- love me back

GUESS IM SO LUCKY

AND YES, I ALREADY FOUND ONE !

i

LOVE

YOU

-thank you izham azizi

be yourself

get it right

What have I done
I wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cuz my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again
With my faith shaken
'Cuz I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay
And face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/g/glee_cast/get_it_right.html ]
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cuz my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
But how many times will it take for me
To get it right

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah I sent out wish
Yeah I sent up a prayer
Then finally someone will see how much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take

- i just love the lyric

promise me

" Ka, i want you to know that i love you so much. Not even L*** can destroy it. Not even one single person in this earth can destroy that, that things called I LOVE YOU KA. So remember that. When i say i love you, i mean it. Thank you for everything’s. Everything ka. Let’s do it everything’s together in the future "

im happy whenever i read this :) it make me calm. i wont forget it. i will hold on to this and trust you. im sorry for what i did wrong. im sorry. 

this is shocking

i know how to control myself whenever im with you . when i say i love you , i really mean it dude . thanks for being such a great great great person IA. 

the flow

i will go with the flow and watch every single step that you take and see how its end up

Not again

In a way, everything is seemed so unfamiliar now. I feel different. I miss you, you, you, us and all. I am not being too sensitive or anything. It’s just, I don’t know  L Swear to god, I DONT LIKE THIS. Guess I have to learn on how to be independent without anyone. I can’t count on people. I can’t expect anyone to be with me or comfort me whenever I feel down. Dear people, I am not being so childish, I’m trying hard to ignore everything and holding back my tears. BUT I JUST CAN’T KEEP PRETENDING. Try to put yourself in my situation then you’ll know. Thank you for all this while people. I am sorry for everything. korang dah sangat different in a way.