finally !

exam dah habis ! heeee :) 

so

home !

here i come ! yesyesyes!

happy

excited

and

omg

but 

still

im gonna miss you guys a lot !

wawatip, bilala, yuiyuin, fann, danial haikal, mmu crowd, dilala and and, you know who you are! haha

tapi yang paling penting sekali 

IZHAM AZIZI, pls take care ! u ada i dalam life u sekarang :)

so pls behave eventho im not around

promise okay! i'll do the same !

take care people ! HEEE

-xoxo, gssp girl

a thought

Hmmh, i’ve been thnking this fr a while. And its really dig my heart out. Wht else to say, there is one more semester to go then we’re done. Its not like im being too emotional or what. Its just, durr! I akan hilang you ke haa?

Dear awathif,

We’ve been together in here since we’re in semester one. There’s a lot of things happned in here whether its a pleased memory or bad. Banyak benda yang jadi dekat kita. Thank you for always being with me. Whatever it is, you are one of my best best best super love girlfriend. I cant afford to lose you babe. Seriously. I just cant imagine my life without you here J

Ingat tak,

Kita pernah gaduh sikit. Yeke gaduh? Alahh, masing masing ego kan. Haha! Sorry if banyak buat you kecik hati or whatsoever taw. Sorry sangat. Sorry for everythg. You faham apa maksud i kan. Bila i ada problem, i sakit, i lebam lebam badan semua, lapar, menangis or anything. U akan selalu dengan i. J thanks for that. 

Well, i dnt knw why, but i just feel like writing. Hmmh, terlalu banyak benda yang dah jadi for this past 2 years. Ya allah, tak sngka sangat.

·         Dengan kisah backstabber nya

·         Kisah kena tuduh lesbo

·         Kisah i dengan A

·         Dengan Eqa

·         Cerita you pulak

·         Our study

·         Demam demam

·         Jatuh jatuh

·         Lebam lebam

·         Gossip gossip

·         Emotional moment

·         Crazyyyyyyy pighead

·         Orang yang dengki mendengki

·         Touching lebih

·         Haihh, macam macam

·         Dengan macam macam jenis orang yang singgah dalam our life lagi!

·         And manyyyyyyy moreeee J

Haha! yes, we both know this isn’t it. advise i, be tough girl. Sooner or later, i takkan ada dengan u untuk comfort u bila u ada problem, demam or what. memang akan ada ramai orang yang akan buat kita down, but please. Bear with it. its just a process to be a mature sophisticated human. 

Im not a perfect bestgirlfriend for u L sorry for my incomplete and  my rudeness towards you. Lets just do our best for the last semester! I love youuuu!

recite me a yasin pls

Im dying with my papers L

DAMN !

how could U**M can being so mean to us

no gap at all?

this is too much for our course !

geram gila !

thank you !

take time

sorry fr not updating anythg . im busy with my final . still, there's a lot to write about ! soon maybe :)

dedicated to Izham Azizi

-xoxo

just so you knw, im serious about liking you

i hope i cross your mind once in a while 

just so that i wont feel pathetic for thinking of you all the time :)

IA

i wanna make you mine !

OMG AGAIN!

long lasted drugs ?

OMG !

and

ahha! OMG !

awwwwhhh !

finally IA, you've said it!

thank you ! 

and now ?

im MELTING again ! HAHA

awathif baharin

cepat lah sihat pls :'(

tak tahan tengok orang yang i sayang sakit

sigh

im going to hav a fever i thnk. AGAIN. hmmh aaaa!

(padahal badan dah panas. pening pun bole tahan jugak)

i got lot of work to settle. which semua nya penting gilaa

awathif dah demam :') sumpah risau gila nak mati ! 

(you, be well cepat okay. i akan cuba jaga u macam ur mum buat)

sedih aa macam ni. tak tau kenapa. hmmh

wait! awathif baru decide nak makan meehun tomyam! awwh, thanks sayang! at least u makan!

kitorang pergi beli ehh. heee

nabila, you pun dah demam kan? atuk you akan okay. insayaallah ehh

thanks for everything taw :) hmmh, segan kita nak cakap kat sini. awww! hee

yui, lama nya tak jumpa u kan. haihhh. i miss you in a way. i tau u banyak problem.

tapi pls jgn simpan sorang. be happy and im always available for you. okayyy :)

and lastly, kihkihkih! 

dear someone that i like, eikk? haha. btw, sorry if lepas ni i jarang online okay. 

( feels like informing you. i dnt know why. hee)

everytime ingat you mesti i senyum macam orang gilaa. hahaaa.

i suka u lah. badly. i think. HAHA! maluu nyaaa. tapi, iye kot.

risau jugak i bila feeling lebih lebih ni datang.

still, thanks IA. 

so lepas ni, pls la ingat sikit dekat orang yang keep :

freeze you. haha

bang you

like you

remember you

miss you

and

keep smiling for you :D !

do text me at least once i a day pls pls pls.

i admit everytime i dapat your text, i akan senyum and happy sangat. HAHA!

AAAAA zulaikhaaa! segann nyaaa :)

-bye love

its already friday

last night tidur lambat, but still . tidur dengan hati yang berbunga. eik? HAHA

gilaa lama dow tak rasa feeling feeling ni. euww. okay, lets just forget about it sebab biar ika je yg faham okay.

bangun lambat. terskip class LAW. im sorry Puan Aliyah, saya tak sengaja. niat pun takde.

and and, time tidur kaki ika CRAMP which sakit dia macam kena hempap dengan batu bata!

SAKIT GILA OKAY! and and, it happned TWICE! what the fuckk! 

sampai hati najanabila tak bangun walaupun i jerit2 mintak tolong. eee jahat! (pls laa serba slah ye nabila)

then bangun bangun terus rush mandi, but still , macam ada satu perkara yang asyik teringat ingat.

not to mention it over and over again. its just, HAHA! biar lah sementara saat saat rasa macam ni EXIST! 

its his birthday. i wish i can do somethg for him. sorry :(

thank you for this awesome cool feeling abe. kaaa enough! HAHA.

now we proceed with my day, then terus pergi class sambil text agar agar :

zulaikha : korg kat class ke? shit i lmbt

gar : Eh tk lah. kitorg kat DP (dataran pahlawan) . HAHA. masuk je. dia tak masuk lagi.

zulaikha : ok ok. haha

gar : Eh dia dah masuk , hee tp takpe, kitorg tgk vid je

zulaikha : cakap kat dia mariah carey lambat sket eh. otw ni

okay thats all. wth? omg ika. LAME! motif cerita bout this pls? 

 yelah yelah, sebabnyaaa kan, HAHAHA! ka nak show off effort ika untuk ke class. bukan selalu kan. peewit! orite, lepas tu pergi print assignment and submit. then balik bilik nabila ajak balik rawang which rasa macam akan ikut and esok baru balik seremban :) ikaaa ikaaaa. hmmh. 

contact mama pun tak dapat. haihh mama, mana la mama ni. - ignore

still, there's something weird about today. i miss you and this is for you :

- you memang dah annoyed gila dengan i ke? u memang dah rasa benci i ke? sorry for everythg. u knw wht,  i just nothing without u being my shadow :'( take care and im sorry. i tak rasa u perlu kan i lagi. 

I LOVE HER . no. I LOVE YOU

-is this a love letter? OMG

okay, this is wow

thank you thank you thank you ! 

sepatutnya memang takde siapa yang akan baca blog entah apa apa ni. but since i know that u akan baca! cewahh! eikk!

 HAHAHAHA! 

so, i pun. uhmm. ngaaa. malu lah. thanks. i dont mind about being fool. i like you and thank you for liking me back. its such a wonderful feeling and i mean it. im so lucky i guess. HAHA! byee gilaaa

-i feel great

zulaikha sakit?

HAHAHA !

aah, sakit sangat. semua sakit. physical? mental? 

yang pelik nya kenapa tak elok elok?

maybe for this time being je kot kan . hopefully!

semoga sihat eh kaa.

he used to be mine

i watch him go

with a surge of that well known sadnes

the feeling that im loosing him forever

and without really entering his world

im glad that whenever i can share his laughter

i let precious time go by

then when he's gone

there's that odd melancholy feeling

and a sense of guilt that i cant deny

what happened to those wonderful adventures

the places that i planned for us to go

well some of that we did

but most we didnt

and why i just, dont know

sometimes i wish that could freeze the picture and save it from the funny tricks of time

and now he's leave :(

-this is how i felt now

wht to update?

HAHA! i pun tak tauu lah. tapi, taknak lah kosong je kan. plus, blog ni macam satu satu nya tempat boleh luah kan perasaan dengan free nya. well, okay. my weekend? how was it? hummmmmh, HAHAHA!

i met him! yes yes yes. him! orang yang boleh buat mood ika jadi happy! a guy that i like! who? haha! ssshhh. its a secret that i'll never tell. xoxo, gssp girl! 

so apa lagi? banyak jugak benda jadi dow. AND its fucking annoying! malas lah nak cerita pasal tu kan. tapi, ada something yang nak share together ni :) heee

okay, ka jumpa ramai orang, ka lepak dengan ramai crowd baru, ka ada problem yang banyak, ka gila, jahat and annoying. tak semua orang bercakap baik pasal ika. siapa kisah? ika tak pun. haha. tapi, sedih sikit tu memang la ada kan. since the last time, ika dah banyak sangat berubah. fr good or bad? :'(

how i wish i can turn this life back. kan kan kan? why do people come and go. in a way, still, i miss someone badly. okay, dah hilang mood nak tulis. fine. later --

-adzulaikha