saya ni kadang kadang loud

kadang kadang suka cakap

suka nyanyi

gila sangat

excited

suka kucing

suka sayang orang lain

suka kalau dapat buat orang happy

suka macam macam lah !

AKAN TETAPI,

saya tak perfect

saya tahu tak semua akan suka

tak semua boleh sabar

tak semua boleh tahan

lepas tu,

rasa annoying lah

menyampah lah

sakit hati lah

apa apa lah

HAIHHH :(

saya minta maaf okay?

saya tak sengaja sakit kan hati orang

tak sengaja buat orang tak suka saya

tak sengaja nak menjawab or membalas perbuatan korang

betul ni,

mintak maaf banyak banyak !

so now, saya nak mintak tolong ni,

kalau tak suka saya

jangan pretend jadi baik 

and belakang belakang

macam 

DEVIL !

okay?

please?

tolong?

K BYE ! SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH !

hey lovely !

its me and you again ! heee

i love you

and

will

always be ! i promise :)

best friend forever ! THANK YOUUU !

forgive me

do not blame us for changed girl. u're the one who did. we miss the old you. yes we did. its not like we're being selfish or what. we just want you to realize it. for you maybe its a good best damn thing happen to you, but not for us. and im sorry. I've tried to be understanding. but you yourself, you make things become awkward. even with me? why is that? yes i miss you. this is life. people come and go. as for me, thank you. you used to be so special sayang. you won my heart once. im truly sorry for this. but everyone keep saying a bad things about it and me itself, admitting that you've changed. have fun.

-sincerely from me, zulaikha

MMU CROWD , YOU AND ESPECIALLY HIM ( IZHAM AZIZI )

First of all, thank you sangat sangat nak cakap cause korang dah banyak gila tolong i and i pun da banyak gila kali susah kan korang. (tahu tu) J

Sometimes tolong hantar and tolong jemput. Ishh. Thanks taw. I owe u guys very big times. Hope korang takkan jumpa and baca entry ni cause nanti mesti i rasa macam MALU GILA! HAHA! so, better dont.

And seriously, thanks yang tersangat thanks. Sebab korang la i rasa i dapat jumpa izham selalu. Tapi in a way, terasa segan and malu jugak dengan korang sebab dah banyak sangat susah kan dengan macam macam hal. Jangan ambik hati and yeah, sorry okay?

And onemore thing. sorry if korang rasa korang kena selalu sangat tengok muka i bila i dengan izham. Heee J i tahu maybe certain macam rimas. Tapi what to do, we are so in love. Well, just remember yang i sangat suka berkawan dengan korang okay. I won’t forget you guys

And izham, OMG OMG OMG! Tak tau nak cakap mcm mana. U treat me like a princess. U should know that. I love you and i hope we will get through everythg till the end. Thanks for everything that you’ve done for me J I LOVE YOU!

Joy, fan, Zamir, acap, wan, fakhri afifi, syapik, haziq khair, ijat, adib, afiq, abah, hafriz , min J

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST ! THANKS

manusia biasa

bila everything yang kita buat semua nya jadi tak kena. bila apa yang kita harap kan tak berlaku langsung. bila orang claim yang dia sakit sebab kita. bila kita tak sedar yang sebenarnya kita dah buat orang sakit hati. bila orang blame kita. bila orang tak reti jaga hati kita. bila orang tak fikir langsung pasal diri kita and bila orang tak tahu yang dia amat lah penting untuk diri kita.

apa nak buat?

saya ada hati jugak. ada perasaan. ada mood yang tertentu. saya tak sempurna. saya bukan magician. saya tak sedar apa salah saya. saya tak sedar apa yang saya dah buat. saya memang tak berniat nak buat orang sakit hati. saya tak tahu yang diri saya ni memang super annoying and psycho. saya tak tahu

tapi,

saya ada cara saya sendiri nak buat orang lain happy. saya nak tengok diorang happy bila ada saya. saya nak diorang rasa yang saya ni penting. saya nak orang sayang saya macam mana saya sayang dia. saya taknak orang rasa yang saya ni useless. saya sakitkan hati orang lain. saya mintak maaf.

and saya tahu,

hobi saya mintak maaf je all the time kan. tapi apa nak buat. itu je yang mampu saya buat. saya tahu saya macam mana. perangai saya teruk. kadang kadang bising gila. kadang kadang moody. kadang kadang diam. kadang kadang emosi.

pfft,

minta maaf okay. saya memang tak berniat langsung nak buat orang benci saya. peace yaww

-asalamualaikum

ka ka ka

I might lose everything that I've had if I keep being like this 

im wrong

i tend to hurt those i love

i didn't mean it

and

im end up regret it

im sorry people

i  mean it

im sorry :(

i miss you

i want her

i really do 

:(

-iloveyoubestfrnds

wakeup

sometimes, i really cant stand your attitude 

how?

i don't want to hurt you guys

please

i love you guys like so much okay

i do care about you, you, you and you

i wanna make everyone happy

but

please

do understand me

is it wrong if i also want to be loved and care

i just dont know what else should i do

i wanna be with you and accompany you

but yes

i also wanna be with him like so badly

it is something that i cant explain to you guys

if you guys feel so left out

its not true at all 

i do care about our friendship

i do

:)

sorry

the end

regret

now everything is just too late

he made this

I

LOVE

YOU

MORE MORE AND MORE ! HEHEEEE

THIS IS WHY YOU ARE SO ADDICTED IZHAM AZIZI, AWAK COMEL SANGAT! :)