Things changed

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My precious memories is you guys

Okay i lied about my previous post.  Saya tak reti and terasa sangat noob bila takde bakat nak mengarang dalam blog. And that is why i didn’t post anything about my sweet memories as i promised to you. I know thats sad kan. Hmm, Sorry tertipu sesiapa yang membaca. Okay now, lets just write about them in melaka. Hehehe.

Serious tak tahu mana nak mula. I learnt a lot from there. I mean the fact of life, the people, the meaning of friendship, Drama, the betrayal and many more. Panjang rasa nya bila nak cerita satu satu. Sebab semua ni lah terlalu banyak airmata dibazir kan. Well i bet semua orang pun macam ni kan. Tapi tapi tapi, sekarang bukan masa nya nak cerita sedih sedih. Its all about a good things now. Kita dah janji kan. Haha!

Melaka, Terlalu banyak sangat cerita. Macam tak reti je nak share share walaupun sikit. Kat sana lah saya jumpa ramai orang yang best best. Yes ini betul, tak tipu tak tipu. Melaka best sebab sejak kecik memang saya suka Melaka. Sebab nya? Sebab Melaka ni kemas. Kemas in term of, hish. Susah nak express ni. dari segi macam macam lah. Thanks to Datuk Rustam sebab dah Berjaya majukan Melaka. Alamak ayat aku. Haha. tapi apa pun, SAYA SUKA MELAKA SEBAB CANTIK J Tapi bukan lendu, oops lupa diri sekejap. still, you are my favorite hello and my hardest goodbye, LENDU

The people in melaka, Where to start? hmmh i love them. i mean it. kalau bab gaduh sikit tak payah cakap la, kadang kadang memang menyakit kan hati. Tapi, entah. Kebanyakannya benda yang fun fun je. Each of you, you guys should know this, every single thing that you guys do fr me, i wont forget it. Never because somehow i felt that i really close with you people and the memories between all of us will always remains in heart. Thank you for being my friends no matter how bad i am. I mean yeah, for my negative attitude and all. Forgive me for that. It was never my intention to hurt anyone or making anyone hate me. But one thing, I love you guys sincerely. In fact, i actually miss all of you.

You guys are in Different memories, Different person, Different places, Different situation, but still, if i can turn back the time, I will treasure all the moment being together with each of you guys. Thank you for make me laugh, be with me in my hard time, advice me, take care of me, susah kan diri because of me, sacrificed for me.. All of this THANK YOU SO MUCH. Never forget me as one of your friend. The bondings that we created together are too precious to be forget. This Tears of joy is because im really glad to know all of you guys. I cant mention anyone names here. But you know who you are.

ALSO, THE HIGHLIGHT IS WHEN I MET THE ONE WHO STOLE MY HEART 

Yes, Melaka is where i met him. The reason why I started to do blog. From the beginning till now. I am still in love with him. We now in different places. The distances tear us apart and i couldn’t even see him though i miss him a lot. Things maybe changed between me and him, but please don’t forget everything that we had together. Thinking of this makes me hurt. Live well and be happy every day.  Thats all i wanted. Im not a best person for you, but i am the person who truly like, admire, love, and adore you. i always wanted you to know that you are more than precious to me. No ones can be compared to you. Your charm, its only you have it. I don't know what went wrong, but im afraid that i might lose this person. I really like him. 

May Allah SWT protect each of you from harm and surround you guys with happiness. Never forget me as part of your life chapter. 

eh eh

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