im starting to get jealous nowadays. the best part is, its fucking hurt. sounds funny right. well, it is normal for human to hav that kind of feeling. the problem is, i just dont like it, i hate it. its pathetic to feel that way.
back to where im still cool, haha! durr, what i was trying to say is back when im still cool about everything as in i dont get jealous easily. open minded. confident and so all. fuhh. i just dont really know how to describe this. shit! you guys get what i mean right. especially girls out there. haha! (why girls?) ignoreeee
hmmh, who's to blame? no ones right. this is life. if there is no jealousy, then there will be no thrill in life. haha! can that be accepted? OMG ka! that is LAME ASS! i dont know what im writing about. but one thing, i get mad everytime i think about this. mad like fucking mad, dissapointed, frust and awful. tak best gilaa! trust me. haihh.
so ka, what to do? cant you just be cool? haha! HOW I WISHHHHHH! pfft. what im sure about, i dont wanna care anymore. i dont wanna get jealous. i wanna be cool. i dont wanna let my low self esteem come back. NO NO NO!
this is not what im suppose to write. there's another. but for now. this is it. it is for my own satisfaction. i gerammmm! its like, eeee. geram gilaaa! get it?
congratulations pretty girls. you guys are the best. haha :) im funny i guess
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